It's been almost 3 years since I've posted anything on this site. The last post I made was about me going to cosmetology school. That worked out for about 3 months and I changed my mind on it. I went back to community college and that also did not work out. I joined the Navy.
I've been enlisted for a little over a year now. In all honestly, it's hard to believe a year has gone by. I enlisted to learn Korean and if I hadn't failed that school so epically I'd still be in CA learning. I was then given a chance to be the Navy's version of a police officer. I dropped out of this one myself. Now I'm waiting for orders to go to a ship and be a Boastwain's Mate(BM). I've had a headache for over a month now so I might be being sent to a hospital.
I got engaged a few months ago as well. My fiances uncle shot himself in September and his mother died from cancer earlier today. This past year has been pretty rough on the two of us. I can't say I'm not phased by the deaths that have occurred but it doesn't hit as close to home as it would if one of the family members I grew up with were to pass. He said his father looks like a big weight has been lifted off his shoulders. I can only imagine. It's been a hard year and my fiances mother is no longer in pain.
I'm hoping that her passing may be part of my headache. At a subconscious level I may have been worrying about this and now that it's happened there's not much to worry about. I guess different worries now. Like, when is my fiance going to finish his one test to get an Associates Degree? When will I be leaving and where am I even going? I need to try more yoga and see if that helps me at all. I'm hoping it does because I'm tired of being in so much pain all the time.