It's almost been two years since Liz and Jay died. I've been looking at my old poetry lately and I came across he ones I wrote about them. I haven't cried in a long time but I want to so badly. I guess I still have mixed emotions about the whole thing. One side of me tells me that they're dead there's nothing I can do about it. Death happens. The other side still cries. There's so much pain so many people felt all at once. It doesn't help that another boy at Chariho shot himself in the head with a shotgun a few weeks ago. There's just been so much death over these past 5 years. First Cassie died, then there was Zane, Liz and Jay, and now Chris. There was one other guy but he had graduated and I can't remember his name. There's just so much confusion that runs through my head with all this death around me. -sigh- I suppose it'll all pass as it has before...it just helps to write things down to bring my mind to somewhat of a focus.